Digging In

Writing is just about the most solitary occupation in the world. The author spends ninety percent of their time inside their head working out dialogue, plotting the demise of the bad guys, engineering the happy ending for the hero and heroine and devising an interesting world where all that happens.

The trouble with working alone is...you're alone.

There's no input from a team. No brainstorming with a partner. No response from a reader. The author just slogs along, typing words into the computer with minimal feedback or encouragement.

Inevitably, you reach a point where you're convinced you suck. Yes, you do. If you didn't suck hairy eyeballs, readers would be clamoring for more of your fabulous prose. Your books would be selling like Harry Potter. Oprah would invite you to appear on her show.

That's exactly the point when it's the hardest to dig your heels in and keep writing. It's easy to write when everything is going well--when you have a string of five star reviews and a royalty check that makes your eyes pop. But when that check wouldn't buy a candy bar and the reviews are pitiful, it's tougher to keep on plugging.

There are scads of stories about authors who wrote for years before their first book was published. There are also stories about authors who made a million dollars by self-publishing when they couldn't break into the closed publishing world. Most of us actually end up in the middle.

Breakout stars are few and far between, just as in any other creative field. For every famous actor, there are thousands who never make it past waitressing at the local diner. And even more who spend their entire careers in bit parts.

Why do they continue? Because...they might get their break one day. Because they love what they're doing. Because they're convinced they're the one who's going to be a star. That is the nature of creativity.

In the end, all of them will fade away, moving on to other endeavors--except the one who does it simply because they love it. Writers who are there for the money will find some other way to earn the bucks. Writers who write with the hope that they will be a big star will settle on another way to shine. But writers who love to write, well those writers will write if they never sell another piece.

There's a vast chasm between writing and receiving a big royalty check. Some (likely even most) will never bridge that span. Most of us will remain on the mid-to-low list, pathetically happy when we receive a good review or a lovely fan letter. It's not necessarily fair. I've read books that should have been bestsellers yet languished in obscurity. And I've read bestsellers that were horrible wallbangers. Unfortunately, it's that way in all walks of life.

Timing, connections, being in the right spot at the right time all play a part in success. None of those have anything to do with our end product. Quality rests on our individual shoulders. All else is a crap shoot.

Our chance of success is nil if we don't keep writing.

anny

Persistence or Defeat

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"Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent." Calvin Coolidge

I can hear half of my readers asking, "Who is Calvin Coolidge?" He was our thirtieth president from 1923-1929. But that's another blog altogether. What I want to talk about is persistence.

I believe I mentioned in an earlier blog that I joined a couple of on line classes. One class is a very good class dealing with motivation and organization and all those things that keep us from writing. As I've read the posts this week, it strikes me more and more that so many of the obstacles are bogus. They're another name for, "I don't really feel like doing this right now." Well, okay. Then say that. Don't say "I watch too much tv." Don't say "I have to walk the dog." Be honest and say "I don't feel like writing right now."

If we're honest, then we have to take ownership for our lost persistence bug. Old Calvin was correct. There's another old saying, that you can't stop a man who believes he's in the right because he just keeps on coming no matter what obstacles you throw in his way. It seems that a lot of us suffer from a lost persistence bug.

Diet gone down the tubes? Quit exercising? Too tired to get up? Vegging out in front of the TV? When did we quit trying? When did we quit? Is it any wonder that our children have no get up and go when they see that ours got up and went? Accomplishment is nothing less than an individual that kept on moving. All those old cliches are true...a journey does begin with the first step. A book does begin with the first word. A song begins with the first note. If we don't begin, if we don't continue, then we can never complete that journey, that book, that song.

My bugaboo is cleaning house. I hate it. I'll do almost anything to not do it. I'll even exercise or go for a walk or write three thousand words rather than clean house. So I've started working fifteen minutes a day on the house. I'm not telling you that I'm accomplishing great things here. But fifteen minutes is fifteen minutes. Maybe I'll stretch it to twenty. The important thing is that I don't give up entirely allowing it to defeat me. Persistence is the enemy of defeat. So be persistent. Keep on keeping on.

Anny